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Bow down!

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Hey everyone!!! I missed you guys!!! Sorry I haven't been on much, but I will tell you more about that later. How is everyone!? I barely ever have anyone answer my journals anymore... I hope you all get to read this. It is very important... Sorry I haven't been very active here on deviantART, but I don't have the time, nor am I allowed to be on the computer much. Still haven't gotten internet in my room and I may never get to... I may not even have a room before this is over... Anyways, I do have some artwork that I should already have completed, but my time is always gone... This will probably be a long journal, but I don't have anywhere to turn... Besides I barely get any comments on my journals anyway, so it's not like you guys are reading this now anyway to care if it is long or not.
God, I'm scared. I don't know what is going to happen to me or my family... We just lost our truck today. It was my step-dad's work truck too. Luckily, we have another truck and a family car, so we aren't completely immobile (plus I have my car, but it can only go so far, poor thing), but that is only step one... We are going to lose the family car and our house if we don't pay something up soon. I am doing all I can... I guess I am going to have to do more though... I pay everything I need to pay and have very little money left over after I pay everything for the month... God, it wasn't supposed to be like this...
My step-dad worked on an oil rig and we were doing okay, but then they laid him off and now we aren't. We just bought a new house too... *Sigh* Everything might work out, but it might not. We are four, almost five months behind on everything, so please try to understand why I have been so busy... I'm also worried. My mom was working two jobs, but now she isn't working at all. She had a partial hysterectomy (spelling?) and she has to heal for a couple of weeks... I guess every bad thing is going to happen at the same time... Well, I just wanted everyone to know that I still love all of you guys, I just... Have a lot going on...
Please do not pity me either. I haven't given up and I don't pity myself or my family. I am sure we can make it through this!
I also want to remind everyone that I am selling prints of some of my artwork and photography on this account as well as which has pictures of me there! So if you want to see what I look like you can visit.

Thanks everyone! I love you guys! Sorry I have been slightly angsty and depressed... Just a lot to deal with...

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Things I am working on (in no particular order):

Drawings!

- I want to draw at least one picture of each Organization XIII member just because I love them all. For myself and =BelleTheBeauty.
(Vexen, Saix, Demyx, Marluxia done.)
- I want to draw at least one picture each of Sora, Kairi, Riku, Namine, and Repliku. For myself and =BelleTheBeauty.
(Namine done. May re-do her though.)
- I want to draw at least one picture each of our versions of the Organizations's Heartless as both human and Heartless forms. For myself and =BelleTheBeauty.
(Dyme, Li done for human forms. Li done for semi-Heartless, may redo her though.)
- I want to draw at least one picture of each Organization's member's Somebody/Other. For myself and =BelleTheBeauty.
(Braig, Rould done. Isa needs to be re-done as a man. )
- My Clan IV member. Almost done. For myself and Clan IV.
- Something special for Anzu because I totally promised her I would. For Anzu.
- Xemmy-Kitty, XigBat, Xaldin-Lizard, Vexen-Snow Tiger, Lexy-Bear, Zexy-Mousie, Sai-Wolfie, Axe-Coon, Demy-Foxy, Luxy-Dog, Marly-Bunny, Ansem-Lion, Asi-Panther, Ale-Deer, Dyme-Dark Lion, Li-Sheep for our KH/Sonic Crossover. I hope that was all of them for that RP. For myself and =BelleTheBeauty.
(Marly-Bunny done. Demy-Foxy done. Li-Sheep and Dyme-Dark Lion halfway done.)
- Vote for Me series! This is a surprise that I may never get to. I will at least try to do Marly though. For myself and =BelleTheBeauty.
- Some of our RP charcaters as girls... Because I am putting Saix in that dress of Zhen Ji's from DW3! For myself and =BelleTheBeauty
- Other fandom stuff that I am not quite as obsessed with, although still very obsessed. For myself and =BelleTheBeauty.


Poems or Stories or Songs or anything that I write.

- Some little ficlets to do with KH maybe?

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Where else you can find me:

Artican: ghost-of-dreams ([link])
Booksie: Ghost of Dreams ([link])
DeviantART: *ghost-of-dreams ghost-of-dreams ([link])
and also ~8-Sweet-Dreams-9 8-sweet-dreams-9 ([link])
Fanfiction.net: Ghost of Dreams ([link])
Photobucket: ghost-of-dreams (You will just have to search for me.)
Yahoo: demyxmydedyme@yahoo.com (personal email) or whispering.sweet_dreams@yahoo.com (professional email)
Youtube: o0GhostOfDreams0o ([link]) *
*My old youtube account was: "sweetghostofdreams"

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Do not be alarmed. This happens often when one is in a prescence such as mine. To relieve yourself of this ailment just